So here I am at 11:30 at night, still bitter at today's losses... I went out to the local arcade to get it out of my system, but some of it still lingers. Why the hell am I not disciplined enough to fold to a solid player?

All of that aside though... I am now determined to see my worth as a poker player. Excel sheet has been made, and I'm starting with $100 in the hole. I'll start with a bank roll next week and go from there. If I tap, I know something is seriously wrong. If not? I'll just blame it all on swings :)