real quick because i dont blog on here anymore.

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the fate thing. Yes, there is some uncertainty, but usually when you do something, you dont hope for the best, but rather you shoot for a goal. If your actions dont reach that goal, you try again, you stop trying, or you alter the goal so you can achieve it. Fate is just an excuse in my opinion. Yes, there are things you can't control, but it's best to concentrate on the stuff you can. If a bird shits on your car, maybe you shouldn't have parked it under the tree, or in an open space. Maybe you should have parked it in the garage.

I think you always have an element of control, but the more important matter is, why even worry about that?

Yeah i'm probably wrong. Feel free to line up your counter-arguments and i'll ignore them one by one. werd.

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The lack of motivation thing.

I think you have motivation. Dont tell me you don't. You had motivation the second you started to draw, or the moment you started thinking about what camera angle would look good for this shot or that shot. It takes motivation and dedication to learn the art, and that motivation never dies.

Lets face the facts, you're a very talented individual. You have more skills that you were born with than most people learn in their lifetime. The motivation is there, you just gotta stop making reasons why you can't jump in, and just do it.

Simply put, interest should always feed your motivation. Or rather, interest always DOES feed your motivation.

*i edited this second part to sound less forward. If you would like to hear the unedited version Brendan just let me know next time we chill. LOL.